Monday, March 22, 2010

agai n

Another day has arrived. Ho hum.I struggle with my purpose. Why do I exist? My answer, to raise sammii. And to see how much pain a body can take before......
Despair is with me again. I do not know how to overcome. My intelligence tells me that I should be grateful to be alive. And I am. It tells me I should be creating my future. Should b preparing for life. I am just so discouraged. It seems its been a very long time since I have done anything right. I just exist. I am a waste of air, food, & space.

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